Confessions of an Awkward Girl: Ups and Downs

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Expectations. Dreams. Hopes.

Somehow, looking back, everything just seemed so majestic.

JUST when I thought that everything was falling into place and suddenly doors are opening up, reality slaps me back at the face and reminded me where I should be. Gosh. Why do I even try? Feeling crappy now. I know it's been a while since I blog. Been caught up with sleep, work and a new random job offer. But yeah, reality slaps me back to my space.

Guess it's just reminding me that I shouldn't be leaving any time soon. If only I can control how I feel now. Hate feeling so crappy in the morning.

So here is another segment of the awkward girl. 

So, I wanna do an update post la. Since January, what has happen? LOTS.


I was in Hot Magazine! :D It was a small picture of my face but bigger than a few other pictures la. hehe. Proud moment. You know as a kid you always wish that your face appear in the magazine? I guess that kid in me is just jumping for joy. Anyways I am only in the magazine as the attendees of an event. Remember the Guess event with the America Next Top Model?

Well, Hot Magazine did a story of it in their January Issue. I wish I got a copy of it lo. Amelia was the one that let me know about us being in the picture :)

Attended quite a few events. About 10 to be exact :) Am really grateful for all of the invites. Hopefully as time passes, this would still remain and be consistent.


Everyone always think that attending events are so glamorous right? Well I was one of them who thought that way. Honestly it is lah, but sometimes going for events is tiring. Constant need of socializing, driving to a super far event (most of the time it's in KL), paying for expensive parking ): and blogging about the events after.

Still sounds fun? Hahaha. Honestly lah, I think if without my extrovert personality, I would have given up on all events. Because, seriously, you constantly need to network at different events to know people and to get others to know that you are a blogger.

I still remember after my first fashion show, I got to know someone from a magazine and been in contact with them since we get to always bump to each other at events. I remember my first big scale launch event, I got to know someone from a pr from a famous make up brand and the list goes on. Events after events, opportunities came flying.

A lot of people always ask how do I get invited for events? Well, networking and constantly making it a need for me to meet new people :) Honestly I love doing it. So, it ain't much for me. Those who want to get notice or get invites for events? I just told you my secret. Go wild now and talk to everyone la. hahaha.


Been doing some odd jobs recently. No I am not broke, just suddenly there has been a lot of offers thrown at me and I thought why not? :) Did/doing a few blog/facebook campaigns. Had a big job offer in regards to film for a tv series but they decided to go with someone with more experience.

Oh wells, LIFE. Actually, I was already happy that they even thought of me for the job :)

Who knows what would the future brings right? :)


Not sure if you all noticed it but there was someone who talked trashed on my blog. Apparently that person was impersonating another blogger and well drama lah. I don't really wanna go too much into it, because you all can actually check out what happen on this post.

What struck me when all these things was happening was me thinking that, no matter what we are doing, there would always be others out there who wants to rip others reputation apart. I really don't get what pleasure they get from talking nonsense of others and putting them down. Seriously, we are all adults kan? Whats the point of doing that? In the end, it just shows how pathetic one can be to try to put others down.

So yeah. It happened in high school. College. Uni and I guess even in the blogging world. hahaha.

Scary shizz right? Just make sure you got good friends to catch you when you fall. That's what I got and I thank God for each and everyone of them everyday :) <3

So yeah, I guess that pretty much sum up my January and a little bit of my February. We all go through our ups and downs.

I saw this on facebook and it's pretty much how I believe life is.

This post is just a summary of the first month and a half of 2014. Don't worry I ain't depressed or sad. It's just life la. There are bound to have ups and downs. If you are at any shitty point in your life, just remember that we all have 90% of the power, to turn our situation around to how we want it to be :)

Hope that you all have a beautiful week ahead!
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Jess is an adventurous Malaysian girl with a soft spot for food, shoes and all things romantic. She loves fashion and traveling too. Diversity excites her, therefore she would tend to try out everything she gets a chance to ✌

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